On My B'DaY..........[28 th Oct]

Here Z my B'day CaKe...Soo yummy ;-)..

My swYt InDian Friends, sitting da typical indian style..

( Frm right) Mr MaLdiVian,Mr Kashmirian ,Mr Qatarian n Mr MysOriAn MiSsiNg...oFcoUrsE He waZ BeHinD CaMeRa CapTuRiNg Uz.HeHe.

FooD We HaD...

Miss MaLdivianz....On Dat Day My most Credit goes tu:-)..
ThaNkz tu aL BuDDiez wHo mAde My Bday SpeCiaL...

I tHanK aL wHo WisHeD me From De Bottom oF HearT , I Cant menTion De List coZ itz soOO LoNg n Im aFraiD Dat I May Miss One of Yuu..so tHanx aLL...
WeL.. Now Im on De VergE of My SeMesTer Exam so I Wont Be BLogging For a CoupLe oF WeeKZ...untiL Den cheers..

My Big DaY TuMuRu-28 OcT 2007

Yippeee…Tomorrow is my birthday. Gosh I am goin to be 21.....2 decades of living in this horrible world...............just wish me luck in my next 20 years!!![if I Live]

Dont know why but I always get excited for my birthday..... But last year n dis year fyl kinda very different.As like last year my best friends Safy,shifa,shahin.aanu n xip will not be with me to celebrate my bday..Last few years they were wit me to celebrate my bday.When they are around itz always special tu me.. I miss u guyz a lot n My lovin Mom Akoo n Ahoo..The 2nd time that I’d tu spend my birthday away from home, and away from my family. Yes, 2nd time in my entire life. Before, I’d always spend my birthday at home, having fun with my friends n family. It means alot to me to have my loved ones around me, celebrating yet another year in my life. However, due to the fact that everyone is far away and busy.

IT'S MY BDAY ANYWAAAAYYY.............!!!!

NeVeR tRusT aNy One In Your Life

I have trusted a few people, and many of them hurt me.We wont know at de minute they wil turn there bak tu you. I know that I can trust my female friends, all five of them, because they have stood by me through some tough stuff. My experiences with the rest of the people I know: I'm basically a basket case now. I don't trust easily, and I've been hurt enough by the men I've met to wonder if I should consider "playing for the other team". I can't even trust myself for trusting in other mean people who had crossed my life! My answer is no, you can't trust anyone up front. Unless they've proven to you they can be trusted, don't trust them quickly.. The world is a small place. I have experience that thorughout my life. I may not be a poet, a rich person, an author, or a good spokesperson. I'm just another human bieng who has been thrown to the mercy of others. I'v been stabbed, been spied on, been chased, been shot !!! All the unthinkables have happened to me. Life is miserable. Any one reading this couldn’t see that but i know. My life has been deppressing. But i'm not that weak. I will not fall on my knees and end it. I have some thing to loook out for. My Degree!!..My Uncle counts on me. He considers me as his Favourite one, but he dosent know, whts inside me.Whther how my life had byn till now,I wana study my best n be self dependent some day so that my Uncle n my family wil be proud of me.When dat day arrives I wil thank them all for believe in me. And that day has proven, that lies lead us nowhere, except to DEATH and DESTRUCTION. Any one reading this, remember. Never in ur life trust some one. And never show ur true colours until the other person does. I dont care what happens to me nor so i care what anyone thinks of me, but THAT incident will haunt me for the rest of my life.

SoMe DyP tHOUghtz..

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.. With every deed you are sowing a seed, though the harvest you may not see.. There is one rule for success in life: Don’t tell people EVERYTHING you know.
Write on your heart that everyday is the best day of the year.
Don’t be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass.
Take a deep breath when you feel yourself about to lose control.. Convert your energy into results.
Start what you want to finish and finish what you want to start.. Live your life with a purpose
Don’t trust anyone.
You’ll never know what could happen,so don't be sure of anything .
Love hurts
Give urself a time . Don't show ur weakness or ur tears 2 anyone. Nothing 4ever. To talk is nothing,to act is something ,to talk and act is everything. Be strong no matter what coz nobody will be beside u when u r weak,even if u found it'll not be 4 too much,only urself that 'll help u . Don’t say everything u have inside. Sometimes words are not enough 2 explain. Too good to be true ,too bad to believe it. Life's unfair. Love's weakness. Don't ever let peoples change u just always be urself no matter what. Have a dream,fight 4 it. Love life so u can survive. Everything has 2 faces. Be craZy sometimes. Know how 2 use ur energie coz it can be very useful or killer . Nothing impossible

I LurV FigUrE Dr/\wInG.....

Figure DraWing iZ an Exercise in Drawing the HumAn Body in itz Various shapes n positions. Life Drawing refers tu De process of drawing De human Figure From Observation of a Live modeL. Figure Drawing is arguably De most difficult subject an Artist commonLy encounters,n entire classes r dedicated to the subject.

The Human figure iz one of De most enduring themes in De visual arts, and Figure Drawing can be applied tu Portraiture, cartooning n comic book illustration, sculpture, medical illustration, n other fields that use depictions of De HumanForm. Figure Drawing can be doneVery simply, as in Gesture Drawing, or in moreDetail, using Charcoal, pencil or other drawing tooLs. If pigment is used, the process may be called Figure Painting. .

Drawing is a good Hobby For everyone. It is also a KinD of ReLaxing. As De saying goes, “Everyone tu his taste”, Our interests may be different. Some Like DrawingDesigns, some like Drawing scenes n Some, Cartoons. I Lurv Drawing aL kinds of things Like Anime, Cartoon, Scenes, Realistic people, Portrait, Designs, Flowers, Figures etc..I just Love Drawing. From childhood Onwards It was my first Ambition tu Become an Artsist But ultimately I went For some other Occupation but in Future I hope to go for Design and Art Illustration or Web Designing..

My LitLE CuPpi CaKe…/\KoO...MMwaHH..

Many people say they wouldn’t want a little sibling
But without you life wouldn’t be worth living.
When I'm mad at the world I look into your ocean blue eyes and everything seems alright.
When I touch your fair soft skin I suddenly come alive.
That’s when I know that out of all the little boys in the world God sent you especially to be my little brother.

For A SpEcIaL FriEnD Soy HanDi....

You are the special one
With whom I needn't pretend
You're always there when I need you
Just like a proper friend

I didn't think I'd trust anyone
The way that I trust you
But you have this way about you
And know how to get through

I've told you things I've only thought about
Of silent dreams I couldn't let out
Of life, emotions and trivial things
Such things of which happiness brings

I tell you if I am sad, or simply just confused
You're always there to listen, but never to be used
You tell me your secrets and what you're going through
You're always there for me as I am for you

Your friendship is a special gift
A lifetime it will last
Look to the future now and never to the past
New people you will meet, and many things you will do
But never forget me, because I'll never forget you.

One PieCe..My FaVOuRiTe AniME...[part-1]

One Piece is a fantasy anime and manga series created by mangaka Eiichiro Oda. One Piece focuses on a ragtag crew of heroic pirates called Straw Hat Pirates formed and led by Captain Monkey D. Luffy. Luffy's greatest ambition is to obtain the world's ultimate treasure, One Piece, and become the Pirate King.

Eiichiro Oda originally planned One Piece to last five years, and he had already planned out the ending, but he found himself enjoying the story too much to end it in that amount of time, and now has no idea how long it will take to reach that point. Nevertheless, the author states that the ending is still the one he had decided on from the beginning, and he is committed to seeing it through to the end, no matter how many years it takes...

Characters of the Straw hats

• Luffy
• Roronoa Zoro
• Nami
• Usopp
• Sanji
• Tony Tony Chopper
• Nico Robin
• Franky

Source

Take These Thughts Wit Yu On Your Journey Tu Your DreamZ..

Don't ever forget that you are unique. Be your best self and not an imitation of someone else.

Find your strength and use them in a positive way. Don't listen to those who ridicule the choices you make.

Travel the road that you have chosen and don't look back with regret. You have to take chances to make your dreams happen.

Remember that there is plenty of time to travel another road - and still another - in your journey through life.

Take the time to find the route that is right for you. You will learn something valuable from every trip you take, so don't be afraid to make mistakes.

Tell yourself that you're okay just the way you are. Make friends who respect your true self.

Take the time to be alone, too, so you can know just how terrific your own company can be.

Remember that being alone doesn't always mean being lonely; it can be a beautiful experience of finding your creativity, your heartfelt feelings, and the calm and quiet peace deep inside you.

Don't ever forget that you are special and you have within you the ability to make your dreams come true.

100 DiFFerEnT \/\/aYZ oF SaYiN 'I LuV Yu'

The English dictionary describes love as deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

Here 'I love you' as defined in relationships between people, with translations from many different languages and dialects.

1. Afrikaans - Ek is lief vir jou

2. Albanian - te dua

3. Alentejano (Portugal) - Gosto De Ti, Porra!

4. Alsacien (Elsass) - Ich hoan dich gear

5. Amharic (Aethio.) - Afekrishalehou

6. Arabic - Ana Ahebak / Ana Bahibak

7. Armenian - yes kez shat em siroom

8. Assamese - Moi tomak bhal pau

9. Assyr - Az tha hijthmekem

10. Bahasa Malayu (Malaysia) - Saya cinta mu

11. Bambara - M'bi fe

12. Bangla - Ami tomakay bala basi

13. Bangladeschi - Ami tomake walobashi

14. Basque - Nere maitea

15. Batak - Holong rohangku di ho

16. Bavarian - tuI mog di

17. Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu

18. Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi

19. Berber - Lakh tirikh

20.Bicol - Namumutan ta ka

21. Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo

22.Bolivian Quechua - Qanta munani

23.Bosnian - Ja te volim (formally) or volim-te Turkish seni seviyorum

24.Bulgarian - As te obicham

25.Bulgarian - Obicham te

26.Burmese - chit pa de

27.Cambodian (to the female) - bon saleng oun

28.Cambodian (to the male) - oun saleng bon

29.Canadian French - Je t'adore ("I love you")

30.Canadian French - Je t'aime ("I like you")

31. Catalan - T'estim (mallorcan)

32.Cebuano - Gihigugma ko ikaw

33.Chamoru (or Chamorro) - Hu guaiya hao

34.Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i

35.Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse

36.Chichewa - Ndimakukonda

37.Chickasaw - Chiholloli (first 'i' nasalized)

38.Chinese - Ngo oi ney a (Cantonese)

39.Chinese - Wuo ai nee (Mandarin)

40.Corsican - Ti tengu cara (to female)

41. Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)

42.Creol - Mi aime jou

43.Croatian - Volim te (used in common speech)

44.Czech - Miluji Te

45.Danish - Jeg elsker dig

46.Dutch - Ik hou van jou

47.Dutch - Jeg elsker dig

48.Ecuador Quechua - Canda munani

49.English - I love thee (used only in Christian context)

50.English - I love you

51. Eskimo - Nagligivaget

52.Esperanto - Mi amas vim

53.Estonian - Ma armastan sind / Mina armastan sind (formal)

54.Ethiopia - afekereshe alhu

55.Faroese - Eg elski teg

56.Farsi - Tora dost daram

57.Filipino - Mahal ka ta

58.Finnish (Minä) rakastan sinua

59.Flemish (Ghent) - 'k'ou van ui

60.French (formal) - Je vous aime

61. Friesian - Ik hald fan dei

62.Gaelic - Tá mé i ngrá leat

63.Galician - Querote (or) Amote

64.Georgian - Miquar shen

65.German - Ich liebe Dich

66.Ghanaian - Me dor wo

67.Greek - agapo se

68.Greek - S'agapo

69.Greenlandic - Asavakit

70.Gronings - Ik hol van die

71. Gujarati - oo tane prem karu chu

72.Hausa - Ina sonki

73.Hawaiian - Aloha au ia`oe

74.Hebrew - Ani ohevet ota

75.Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw

76.Hindi - Main tumsey pyaar karta hoon / Maine Pyar Kiya

77.Hmong - Kuv hlub koj

78.Hokkien - Wa ai lu

79.Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta

80.Hungarian - Szeretlek te'ged

81. Icelandic - Eg elska thig

82.Ilocano - Ay ayating ka

83.Indi - Mai Tujhe Pyaar Kartha Ho

84.Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu ('Saya', commonly used)

85.Inuit - Negligevapse

86.Iranian - Mahn doostaht doh-rahm

87.Irish - taim i' ngra leat

88.Italian - Ti amo/Ti voglio bene

89.Japanese - Anata wa, dai suki desu

90.Javanese (formal) - Kulo tresno marang panjenengan

91. Javanese (informal) - aku terno kowe

92.Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene

93.Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka

94.Kenya (Kalenjin) - Achamin

95.Kenya (Kiswahili) - Ninakupenda

96.Kikongo - Mono ke zola nge (mono ke' zola nge')

97.Kiswahili - Nakupenda

98.Konkani - Tu magel moga cho

99.Korean - SA LANG HAE / Na No Sa Lan Hei

100. Kurdish - Khoshtm Auyt

Sol_lL m/\Te

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we're two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

BrE/\k!N Up...

Some felt they were a modern day Romeo and Juliet. The reality,

however, is that they were a heartbreaking example of what can go wrong with

adolescents.

Christian Dalvia, 14 and Maryling Flores, 13 were sweethearts who

were forbidden by Flores’ mother to see each other. In early November, 1995,

the young couple met one last time. Standing at the edge of a Florida canal,

they joined hands and jumped 15 feet into the cold, murky water to their

deaths.

Their deaths may sound romantic to some love struck teenagers when,

in actuality, it’s just plain stupid. There were probably many other reasons for

their deaths, but ultimately, the thought of not being together tortured to the

point of wanting to take their own lives. This is a very extreme example of

what can go wrong with teenage heartbreak. One minute they’re inseperable -

sharing their most intimate thoughts and details - the next minute they are

faces across a crowded room or polite acquaintances at best. These are the

consequences that come along with a breakup.

We teens hear about love all around us, in music and movies, on TV,

in stories. If you look in the dictionary, they define love as a tender, warm

feeling; warm liking; affection; attachment. Love is simply a choice we make

when we find someone who makes us happy, and who we trust with our

innermost thoughts and feelings. We hear that love will make us happy. We

hear that single people are lonely. We are told that if we are not part of a

couple, we are not complete. We all want to be part of this thing called ‘love’.

Okay, we get a boyfriend or girlfriend, now everything should be

perfect. But, it’s not perfect, because life never is. It is easy to become

disappointed. Feelings can change. One person may decide to say good-bye.

When that happens, the one left behind will feel rejected.

Rejection means someone choosing between one thing and another.

The one who doesn’t get chosen is rejected. This person who feels rejected

thinks as if they are not good enough. It hurts. When the person you love

decides to leave you, it is even more painful. Does rejection mean failure?

No. The end of a relationship means that the boyfriend or girlfriend decided

that s/he wanted a change in the path of their lives. The reasons for this are

within the ex - not within the rejected person. No one is a less valuable

person because their boyfriend or girlfriend’s feelings have changed.

What To Expect

The Healing Phase: Getting your life back. Ready to meet new people and

you’re no longer dwelling over your ex.

These phases are all healthy ways to recover from a breakup.

The Wrong Moves

Just as there are ways to properly cope with ending a relationship, there

are also unhealthy ways that some of us are drawn to do.

In trying to cope with a breakup, during the loneliness phase, many use

manipulative methods to require personal power (the freedom of choice and

movement). Some of these manipulative methods are by going through the

ex’s best friend and playing detective (is he seeing anyone? is she still upset?),

threatening incapacitation’s (I won’t be able to concentrate, do go or you’ll

make me depressed), making impossible promises (I’ll do whatever you ask, If

I ever lose my temper, just snap your fingers and I’ll calm down) - your ex

doesn’t believe these, you don’t believe these, so don’t say them. - and finally,

by threatening revenge like, showing up with another girl at a party, physical

violence, etc. A personal example of this is a friend who we’ll call Christine.

When school started, Christine was dating Tom who eventually left her to

date their mutual friend, Megan. Christine was extremely upset and she told

Tom she would get back at him. She told him she would tell his mom he’d

been doing drugs. Obviously, Tom got angry and told Christine to stay away

from his family.

As it turned out, Christine never followed through on her threats.

They were just an underhanded ploy to make Tom upset. This is not a

mature way of handling a breakup, which is true for most teenage heartbreak.

Another incorrect method of recovery is harassment due to obsession.

The harasser is the person who, for example, is obsessed with driving by the

ex’s house or place of work, calls the other just to hear his or her voice and

tries to cover it up with lies like, “I was just in the neighborhood,” and “I

think I dialed the wrong number..”. The severity of the obsession is measured

by the time that is spent on it, the degree of stress it causes, lack of control,

and interference in one’s life and responsibilities. In severe cases, medications

can help. As many as one in forty Americans have some sort of obsessive

compulsive disorder.

Along with harassment, physical abuse is yet another extremely wrong

way to handle rejection. Physical abuse occurs in more than one quarter of all

teen relationships. It includes such things as slapping, kicking, hair pulling,

shaking, and arm twisting.

People who are being abused are advised to avoid all possible contact

with their furious ex. They are advised to leave at once, no matter what their

partner says. The abuses should talk to someone outside the situation, and

definitely get the help they need. People who are abusing are urged to seek

help and break off all contact with the person they’re abusing.

Extreme depression cases due to heartbreak may also lead to physical

violence towards oneself. The teenage suicide rate is up nearly 200% in the

past twenty years. Teens seem to jump into their relationship too fast, and

often mistake infatuation for love. When a breakup occurs, some teens feel

their world is caving in on them and don’t know what to do. Teens must

realize that no matter how bad things seem, everyone goes through it and

everyone gets over it.

All of the above methods are completely wrong ways to regain personal

power. When attempting to let go, one should break contact and avoid

hanging around places where you know he or she will be. You should accept

that it’s over, stop asking why, realize and accept your emotions, decide to let

go of the past by staying away from emotional traps, by learning from your

mistakes and by looking forward to the future.

Repairing The Hurt

What makes breaking up so traumatic? Often, there are many

unresolved emotions, unfinished business, and unanswered questions. If you

see an ex too soon, you risk triggering those unresolved feelings and fantasies,

which will prevent you from moving on. This may not be easy if you attend

the same school. In which case you should try your best to avoid the places

you know s/he’ll be and don’t purposely meet up with them. But when the

time is right, such reunions can also be a valuable opportunity to work

through the unfinished business. Sometimes you’ll discover that all of the

feelings of unworthiness or rejection that you’ve been harboring are

overblown. Such realizations allow you to move on to new relationships.

Don’t rush a reunion with your ex - give yourself plenty of time for the

wounds to heal. When you are both ready, get together and review what

happened. Explain the things that hurt you, what you wanted, what you

feared, and what you miss. With distance and a fresh perspective, any

lingering pain may ease, and a new love may emerge.

Many of us entertain the fantasy of seeing an ex and having him or her

say, “ You were right all along, take me back!” This would restore your feeling

that you and your love mattered, but it actually only happens in a few cases so

you shouldn’t let your hopes skyrocket.

If all of these steps are both followed and avoided, the dumped

individual would’ve gone through all the tearful, sorrowful, raging,

self-blaming and forgiving feelings that surface depending on one’s coping

skills and compromise the emotional progression of ending a relationship,

and they’ve come a long way towards their emotional healing.

On The Other Hand...

Now, we’ve concluded that teens can sometimes overreact when they’ve

been dumped (suicide, depression, obsession, etc). As compared to adult

breakups which tend to be more civilized on average, teens really have no

reason to be severely depressed due to the fact that they have their whole life

ahead of them. Adults on the other hand, have much more to worry about

than teenagers. For example, adults have to worry about taking care of

finances that were previously shared, the effect the breakup will have on their

career, and how their children will react. In most cases, they know what love is

(most cases) and aren’t so immature about things. Sure, they’ll be upset, but

not to the suicidal point as teens too often are.

Because children look to their parents to keep them safe, the lack of a

family member could heighten their sense of vulnerability. The parent who

remains with the child or children has to assume the role of the other parent

in the financial, physical, and emotional aspects.

From a personal viewpoint, adults have a lot more to worry about than

teenagers do so logically, they should be the ones overreacting, but they’re not.

It definitely all boils down to the teenage self-esteem issue. It’s way up when

they’ve got a boyfriend and when a breakup occurs, it plummets down and

they lose control of their emotions. This is when the “wrong moves” come

into play. If there was only a way to ensure high self-esteem in all of today’s

teenagers we wouldn’t have to worry about teen’s being pushed to the limit by

their overwhelming emotions

De ArT n Sc!EnCe oF HaPp!nEsS

New LiFe StOriEs Can PrOviDe Yu Wit TooLs, EncOurAgeMenT, SupporT, n GuiDanCe iN CrEaTinG De LiFe oF Your DreAmZ.


Are you ready for a new life?


Whether you’re coping with:

Transitions

Stress

Feeling stuck

Depression

Procrastination

Loss

Anxiety


When you’re aging gracefully (or not), dealing with disability, chronic illness, or the frustration of creative block, you can remember to transform your fear and pain into creative living. It’s both an art and a science. We’re here to help with both.

The art of happiness lies in creating your life as a work of art. You can live your vision of balance, love, and wisdom with clarity. You can find your voice and learn to live and write out loud.

"If you ask me what I came to do in this world, I, an artist,
I will answer you: I am here to
live out loud."

Emile Zola

The “new” Positive Psychology documents paths to happiness that have been tested scientifically (and throughout the ages). According to the latest research, if you have goals and ways to move closer to them, you have hope.

With hope, you can move one step ahead and take the next step and the next and the next. You don’t have to see the whole path ahead of you. Just take the first step.

“Where there is no way, the hopeful person will find a way.”

C. R. Synder--Psychological Researcher

Learning to love again?

Feel blocked or unable write, sculpt, design, or paint?

Unable to begin a new project?

Have goals, but wonder about the hows of reaching them?

Is it time to live your vision out loud and find like-minded travelers?



Now is your time to:

Know what you really, really want

Reach for your heart’s desires

Bring more love into your life

Live simply if you choose

Seek wisdom

Restore hope

Make your life a work of art

Take the next steps in spite of fear

Feel the creative flow

Achieve balance on a daily basis

Transform your troubles into strengths

Find clarity and inspiration for your journey

Celebrate your life

Bring your unique gifts to the world

“Tell me, what is it you plan to
do with your one wild
and precious life?”

Mary Oliver—The Summer Day

You can choose to stay stuck, frustrated, and stressed, or you can move forward now toward the life of your dreams.

Not some day.

Now.

Whoever you are, wherever you are, and whatever has happened to you in the past, you still have a choice about how to live your life from now onward. Much may have been taken from you, but much remains. You can:

· Make a new path for your life.

· Do one small thing differently.

· Understand your old stories in new ways.

· Examine and reinterpret your old life story compassionately.

· Use your old life story as fuel for your new stories.

· Decide to tell yourself new stories and sing new songs.

· Transform your life and the way you think about yourself.



OnLy Yu Can MaKe De cHoiCe, Bt Yu Can MaKe it NOW. ThErE r ManY PatHs n ManY TooLs Yu Can Use To MoVe YourSeLf FroM DiFFicuLty To PrOgrEzZ.

For mY BesTFr!enDz !n De WhoLe WorLD...

Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"Best Buddiez"

Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without You all, there is no Me

I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you all 're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!

I just wanted... no, had to tell you how much you all mean to me. I don't know what I would do without great friends like you. You are the number one best buddies I have ever had. Without you my pathetic life would not be worth living. I would climb the highest mountain, swim the deepest sea, and walk across the hottest desert just to tell you how incredibly special your friendship is to me.

For De One Who ChaNgeD mY LiFe...

Sorry I'm Sorry

Sorry that I met you
Sorry that I let you
Into my life,
I'm sorry
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I pleaded with you
to give us one more try

I'm sorry
Sorry that I trusted you
Sorry that I missed you so much,

I'm sorry
Sorry that I cried for you
Sorry that I tried to Make it all alright

I'm Sorry
Sorry that I forgave you
Sorry that I gave you permission to hurt me again
I'm sorry
Sorry that you've broken me
Sorry that you've woven your way into my heart

I'm sorry
Sorry for feeling so weak
Sorry for the way you speak
your lies to me

I'm Sorry
Sorry that I met you
Sorry that I let you
into my life.

I'm sorry
Sorry that I let you go
Sorry that I still want you

back in my dreams I'm sorry