You said you'd never hurt me,
you said to never fear,
you said you'd be there for me,
every hour of every year.
but now I'm hurting inside,
a pain that you have gave,
and i wish you were here beside,
so my heart you could save.
i tried not to fall so hard,
i tried to stay away,
but from you i could not hide,
and to you my heart i gave.
and now I'm slowly sinking,
back to a place that was my home,
before id found happiness and love,
and all i had was misery
Happy 22nd bday to meeeeeeeeeeeee!.
I had a broaden birthday this year. I doubt the best birthday I've probably ever had in my Everest of years and by far the best bday I ever celebrated. I was so thrilled, felt so special and I really wana thank all my sweet Indian friends who made my Bday very special and specially soy n hem n soy sis who came to my place lastnite at sharp 12 n wished me which I never expected they will.
*ehehhhe*
N moreover today after break when I came back home from college they both n other mates gave a surprise to me at my place. We had a blast, danced n enjoyed soo much.. I dint except to get anything and I got soo much..
I got some really nice gifts from my friends as well.
Gosh wat a wonderful surprise!!!
*thank yu all*
(Hem, Soy, Nidu, Kul, Suf, Amryn, Wasym, Zahara, Faryd)
>Mmwahxx<
*thanks*
The other my heartfelt thanks go to my best friends, my old classmates,myx-office mates and my family..wel this is the first time I felt my whole family wished me. I am very happi indeed on this bday..
*thankz dad n mom n al my sis n bros*
I am one hundred percent certain of that, the people in my life, my ring of close friends are seriously the Best People on the world and I love them all..
As a final point THANK YOU for al who wished me
p.s swytums dint wished me:(
And here are sum pics which I took tday:)
Mr. Maldivian,Mr Kashmirian,Mr Iranian and Mr Mysorian
My surprise cake
A story book given by soy.I lurv story books!!
Cards made by Soy..Lurvd it!!
Weird cake..Isnt it? Cudnt make out wot it is? but it was very yummy n tasty
*thanks pudding*
Havin snacks
Putting cake all over me
Don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late
Don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late
So don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind
You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine
So don't cry to me
If you love me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind
I'm not your wife,
Not even your lover.
We've never met
And you don't love me
Don't even lust me.
So who am I to you,
If I'm none of these?
I'm not a neighbor,
We don't work together,
We don't even live
in the same country.
So who am I to you,
If I'm none of these?
I WAS your internet friend,
The one you laughed with,
Chatted with,
Shared with,
All past months.....
Thank you for standing by me
Lil boy sitting with lil girl (girls b-day coming up soon)
boy: hey, do u like dogs?
girl:nope...
boy: what about crayons?
girl: nope
boy: maybe a pretty dress then...
girl:nah
boy: well then what am i supposed get u for ur birthday?
girl: well i like stickers, kitty's and something else...
boy: well which one of those do u want the most>
girl: the something else...
boy: whats the something else?
girl: you...
For Shifaa!!
Sumtimes yu myt a person who can reali touch yur heart
Who is gentle,kind and thoughtful
And yu knw rite frm de start that this is sume one special
Who is more than just a friend
Sumbody yu can talk to and on whom yu can depend
Sumtimes yu myt a person who is sincere and loyal too..
I found that special person
On de day that I found you…
Have a wonderful Bday Besty!!
I keep wondering what all of you will be doing and if you all are happy, I long to see you all of you again and when I feel sad, I remember all the wonderful times we’ve had. It seems to me I think of all of you a thousand times a day and things don’t seem the same somehow, with you all so far away!!
Misshh you all sooO much!!
We have been through so much and through it all. I remember in high school, the funs we had and were always in trouble goofing around. The long walks we used to go, for on school nights, dining in restaurants and picnics on Fridays and the trip to safy’s island “kudafari” were the best thing ever.
AHHHHHHH! It was sooooo much fun!!!!!!!
There we spent days swimming, roaming, cycling and hanging out evryday.After swim we just run home and we used to eat from same plate. It was so lovely; we had so much love for each other. At night we just go to the beach n lay there and gaze at the sky and we talk about, all most everything. We played n talked togther until midnight and used to go to sleep very late.
We cried together when we spent our last day there!! Our tears came out while we have to say “goodbye” Our emotions drove us to give everybody a big hug. It was soo painful us to depart.Safy stayed there n we four started our journey back to Male’.
It was such a wonderful and unforgettable trip I made with my best friends.
Anyhow, there are so many changes within these years, and we had gone in different ways though now we don’t spend much time togther, we are still best friends. Distance could not keep us apart, I just wana say there wont be any guys like you,
And I love you, BEST FRIENDS till death do us part!
P.s.Arnu is getting married on January but unfortunately due to my exams and other circumstances I won’t be able to attend her wedding n I really do hate that I am gona miss it and except me all my besties will be there. But I am so happy for her; NO doubt she will be the mOst beautiful briDE ever!!
My best wishes are wit her alwayz:)
big mmwah..I LOve yu all tonxx
hugs !!
