An Ocean Of Worries

When i look back at all these years, i feel i just survived and never lived.
Many a battles i was forced to fight, yet in the end nothing i really achieved.
Having been pushed to the edge of this world, now i wonder-is this my end here,
do i have to let this soul free and forever from everyone-should i disappear.

I was forced to run into a future which i wasn't very keen in stepping in,
though success, glory and everything came along, still i felt so empty within,
Now when i look back into my past, i see only deserted roads with not a soul,
waiting for my return, who could fill love into my heart and close this hole.

Sacrifices or compromises, whatever you may call it, I wonder is it really worth,
to let go of someone who means everything and then live in the Shadow of death,
it is easy to close a opened door, but isn't it difficult to open a closed door,
holding onto our loved ones is always difficult but this we must never ignore.

In this age of technology, man might make everything around us easier to use,
but don't drift so far away that some relationships you might forever lose,
Pull back the strings of love and tie them to your heart, so the song can go on,
and you'll be remembered in memories when someday you disappear into the dawn.

I always tried to live a life, which when looked back would be without regrets,
like a smile on everyone's face and not as a pain that no one ever forgets.
But thoughts remained only as thoughts as dreams slowly turned into nightmare,
and every time i tried to get loser to life, death is what i could always stare.

Good or evil, tears or smiles, happiness or sorrow-choices are always in pairs,
So always try to make the right choice, and don't live a life like who cares,
Because someday when you stand in front of god, and made to answer his queries,
you would be one happy soul and not a fool depressed only in "An Ocean Of Worries".